blessed 16th birthday, my beau. May God be with you as you catch those NC16 movies and May he stop you from wanting to go for underage parties. hahaha. sorry i couldnt meet you today. talk about the heaps of homework i've got. i'm sorry. been quite occupied these days. i hope you celebrated your birthday well. so. yes. to you are my blessing and my thanks for always being there for me. my close friends would have heard me sweet talk about you. Gotta feel honoured for once (: so yeah i'm still mugging at the moment and i've yet to eat dinner. My apologies!

lots of love, alyn

meet me by the moonlight on 9:25 PM

There's well too much to blog about. Blogging is such a time-killer but considering the heaps of homework i've got, i intend to do this fast. School life's too mundane. I shant elaborate on that. Except that i dislike the two breaks daily concept. The food's so tempting and since we've got no other place to hang out, we'll be stuck in the canteen doing nothing else but eating. boohoo! talk about the extra carboh and fats.

I'm gonna be a nerd sooner or later. I find myself studying a lot these days. Oh well. I want to be a freshman. yes yes, hurry be done with high school days and go on to college.

My social life's isnt as exciting now either. But i'm cool with it. At least i get more time to be a nerd and talk to my girlfriends.

Honestly, i do miss Shaun a lil (not like crush kind of thing,dont get a wrong idea). What else can you infer when someone's stuck in your mind whenever nothing else is in it. I havent contacted him for more than a week and he suddenly msged me yesterday. Just like he said, i never expected it either. But i think, i'm done. I wrote him a long post yesterday. I hope i wont regret writing it though and if he doesnt read it. then nevermind oh well. We are no longer as close(how sad) so maybe he can just be my secret eye candy hhaaha. ( It's okay, he doesnt visit this blog anyway) To recall, it goes back all the way to july last year. My inbox now has 1600+ msges. I realised i didnt delete 90% of his msges (even the first msg sent last year in july). I'll consider deleting some soon since my inbox seems like it's gonna explode. You know it's not worth it crying for someone who wont cry for you. Okay that came quite randomly. OH WELL. Things are boring so whatever. I'll blog later i guess. i've yet to blog about why i thing guys can be very childish (: when i have the time. God Loves <>

meet me by the moonlight on 8:44 AM

Pretty, If you do read this. I'm not annoying. I bring colours to your world. Dont deny.

P is for Pesky. A for Awesome. [:

School is totally exhausting. I feel so deprived. I seldom get to meet my own classmates! Like i thought new classmates meant that we should put in more effort to bond more. I dont get to meet my classmates for English, Chinese and Maths! and even humanities cause we split classes then too. And our bags? oh yeahh they think our books are so light! We have to carry our bags to every class we go to. Such a dread!

Well, let's see what i shall talk about today.

Have you ever thought what that one person meant when he or she says those three words. " I Love You."? Ever got upset because some asshole told you those three words yet have actions that totally contradict them? LOVE is a strong word, yet people throw it around like it's nothing. " I love you" is so overused that it has become a cliche. Unlike the good ol' days when 'I love you' actually had a meaning, those three words has lost its meaning now. People in our society now are crying out " Where is the Love?". I doubt that it is because they never heard those three words from anyone, but because they havent seen or met anyone who truly meant it.So what is your definition of love? Dictionary.com defines it as
1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

Yet, we take it so lightly and seems like we say it to every friend. Think of it, ever once said it to anyone whom you now lost total contact of? You once declared such profoundly tender, passionate affection for someone you actually dont talk to now. How tragic.

Ever then wondered what is God's definition of Love? Since it is stated in the bible that God is Love.

If only people meant all these when they whisper the next three words " I Love You" huh?

meet me by the moonlight on 5:08 PM

So school was a total disaster. What's with the new system when everyone hates it. And my form teacher is Ms.A.F. HOW COOL. and my homeroom? ohh yeahh it's the coolest! CHEMISTRY LAB. yep. please understand how i feel. And Mondays . ohh yeahh! i love Mondays. i get to experience homeroom till 4.10! YES. MY DREAM COME TRUE.

haha. no no i was just kidding.

So. yes. there are all kinds of people in this world.

There are many kinds of friends too. There are some who walks in and out of your life. while there are some who tries hard to remain in your life. Those are the people who most probably knows how to treasure you more. And those who walk in and out of your life?. They are perhaps just part-time friends. Some just intend to be acquaintances. while others just walk in to take from you.

Have you ever reflected for awhile and realised that you've got a lot of seasonal friends that just come and go? Are you then to be blamed for not knowing how to choose the right friends? I've yet to figure out this whole seasonal friends concept. But if you are a victim, i suggest you choose your true friends right and stick with them. Dont go around being a part-time friend running from one group to another. As much as you can, treasure those who knows the best of how to treasure you too. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget.

meet me by the moonlight on 8:36 PM

I've been doing alot of reflection these days. I mean since it's the end of the year, it's good to reflect on what you've accomplished. So i realised i've been really blessed this year. I was wrong to think that Sec 2 would be a year of more challenges to come. I've never been through a year with such few worries. It sure was a stress-free life for me. My answer, God. All i did was to trust in him.I've learnt so much things this year that i could have ever imagined. To think of it, he's blessed me in all aspects in life.

Start of the year was normal, with the typical boredom as i faced a whole new journey.

Well i did make new girlfriends and bonded with 'new' people. In terms of my results, he blessed me all year round. When i was younger i would have never thought i'd make it to a pure science class. But just this year (2006) i dreamt of making it to a chem phy class doing pure lit. And i knew if God put that dream in you, he's gonna make it come true. However, along the way i thought maybe pure lit was a wrong choice. but then again, here i am stepping into the year 2007 with two lit books. So i learnt to Trust in God and Never give up on your dreams. He put the dreams in your heart for a reason.

I'm glad i sort of closed my social life the first half of the year. It was a total mess. So then i started to realise that i can live just talking to girls alone. It was fun. At that point the only guy i talked to was Gervais. Thats because i still went church. And after that i lost contact with most of my saint friends, also because they were having their Os. But it was quite a turning point for me as i got more time to bond with my girlfriends. so i learnt that We dont need no man to keep us satisfied

I trusted God in my studies. Trusted him loads. So much so that i could talk on the phone almost every night before exams and trust him that i'll still do well. He sure is faithful cause i did pretty well. At least better than i imgined cause i admit. I'm not smart. I only know that i've got the mind of Christ.

So . for the typical updates.

The week's kinda boring, as usual, because it's the last week of holidays; most people would rather stay home to complete their homework. I, for one am a victim of such last min work.

So well, Panties and Gervais joined mummy's 3-hour day care and it seems pretty fun with the, around. Would be quite a disaster with Morgan around.

I was supposed to meet Tweenie and Richa. The RAA. But in the end they couldnt make it. I found out quite last minute. But it wasnt too bad cause i had Pretty with me! Whoo!

haha. He's this really YOUNG man. who tries to be like an elementary school kid. He's quite fun-loving. And he doenst mind shopping with girls. Oh man! my cam went out of batt when i tried to take pics of our hotdogs. so now all the pics are with him.(i'll upload them next time) Surprisingly, he brought a cam too!(and he carries tissue out too [: ) Death Note two was really really long. But it wasnt too bad. The ending was like erm... weird. but the Twist and turns in the show were quite exciting. Like it makes you go HUH? and OHHH and HUH??

After the show we walked to town! whoo! where we went shopping! RETAIL THERAPY.

Oh before the show we went to City music to see this tiny amplifier that makes amazing sounds. uhhuh. He tested it for really long. and yeah He loves it. but he insists he has to wait for his pay to get it. Which is indeed pretty tragic cause that day was the last day of the sales! OH MAN.

We went to try hats too! OHHH YEAHH. they're so pretty that we both decided to get one next time. When we get more $$$$. Uhhuh. Oh well. He's one guy who thinks that piercing isnt cool after having like 9 or isit 6 piercings himself. He even had an eyebrow piercing but he closed all of them. I know i've seen him in church before like last year. Lyon once pointed out to me like "look at that guy. Punk aye" something like that. But that was so last year. Now he looks pretty less emo. haha. But I love his hair! damn! anyway. overall, i had quite a blessed time. He loves to share how good God is to him. Which is good. (: God is ever so faithful [:

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

meet me by the moonlight on 12:53 AM