Saturday, January 20, 2007
I'll be there when your heart stops beating.
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away.
There's well too much to blog about. Blogging is such a time-killer but considering the heaps of homework i've got, i intend to do this fast. School life's too mundane. I shant elaborate on that. Except that i dislike the two breaks daily concept. The food's so tempting and since we've got no other place to hang out, we'll be stuck in the canteen doing nothing else but eating. boohoo! talk about the extra carboh and fats.
I'm gonna be a nerd sooner or later. I find myself studying a lot these days. Oh well. I want to be a freshman. yes yes, hurry be done with high school days and go on to college.
My social life's isnt as exciting now either. But i'm cool with it. At least i get more time to be a nerd and talk to my girlfriends.
Honestly, i do miss Shaun a lil (not like crush kind of thing,dont get a wrong idea). What else can you infer when someone's stuck in your mind whenever nothing else is in it. I havent contacted him for more than a week and he suddenly msged me yesterday. Just like he said, i never expected it either. But i think, i'm done. I wrote him a long post yesterday. I hope i wont regret writing it though and if he doesnt read it. then nevermind oh well. We are no longer as close(how sad) so maybe he can just be my secret eye candy hhaaha. ( It's okay, he doesnt visit this blog anyway) To recall, it goes back all the way to july last year. My inbox now has 1600+ msges. I realised i didnt delete 90% of his msges (even the first msg sent last year in july). I'll consider deleting some soon since my inbox seems like it's gonna explode. You know it's not worth it crying for someone who wont cry for you. Okay that came quite randomly. OH WELL. Things are boring so whatever. I'll blog later i guess. i've yet to blog about why i thing guys can be very childish (: when i have the time. God Loves <>
meet me by the moonlight on 8:44 AM
