Bunny, for Easter. But hey, Jesus is the reason :D

Yes. i'm all wet and he's trying to look like Angelina Jolie. (cant make it) haha

I was playing with the camera just now. Oh Chocolate Oh.

Jesus Loves Y'all!

meet me by the moonlight on 7:40 PM

Wow. Seems like time just flew by. I was reading my last post and it was written before my exams. In just a blink of the eye, it's the holidays; common tests over and done with. And soon enough, just another new term. Yet, in this one Blink of an eye, I see so so much of God's goodness.

Praise Jesus for my results. I've somehow realise the more i relax and dont stress myself to study too much, the better i'll do. I can see that in my recent common tests. Tests like Additional Maths, I studied the whole night, spending 6 hours (from 4 to 10 at night) at my tuition teacher's house just making clear all those rules or laws of Logarithms. Having two exams in a day, I had to study both Elementary mathematics and Additional mathematics. However, since i went home at 10 i was too exhausted to study any more. Therefore, i only studied Logs, the one topic i worried most about. Yes yes. I didnt do well for Add maths in the end. Overall, scoring just a mere C5. And of course I committed some really silly mistakes for Logs despite the whole night's work doing O level's Ten-years series. However, I thought E.maths was going to be easy. Thats why i took it easy and didnt study standard form until only before the exams. Nonetheless, 'standform form' questions were the majority of the paper. I was devastated, I thought "Gosh, the paper is difficult". but what else could i do, when all my friends were ranting and whining about how the paper was i smiled and just said things like "Praise Jesus, Hallelujah" Oh anyway, somehow out of nowhere, I scored an A2 for my E.maths, a score of 72.5 . Trust me, till now, i've no idea where the marks came from. Cause all along i thought i did real badly for maths. All i did was not to look at those disappointing results and trusting in God.

What else. My english. Yes. trust me my english aint very good. I know of people who reads so so much and have a whole bank of vocabularies in their mind that even people bother to visit their blog to marvel at their english. And i'm not a good reader. i dont read very fast (thus taking a long time to complete reading novels) and since young i've never really had a passion to read. Yet I see so much of God's Amazing Grace in my English tests. Despite Mrs. Jacob's very very strict marking, I scored a B3, just 2.2 more marks to an A. It isnt a very good grade. but still it was better than i had expected. So all you people in Mrs.J's class. dont be threatened by her extremely strict marking. All you need in the favour of God. Believe you have the mind of Christ.

As for my Lit. It was really with God's favour that i could score what i scored. For common tests, somehow everyone knew that it would be about two major characters, Scout and Atticus. Well, everyone excluding me. I didnt make it a point to study way before exams, also because there was one test on chapter 1-4 before that common tests, so i thought everything would still be fresh in my head and also because during CNY break I spent most of my days reading the bible instead of studying ( time spent with God is never time wasted). So I only studied minor characters like Ms.Maudie( a character that only appeared in chapt 5, one chapter) I stuided her in such detail that i didnt have time to study for the other characters plus i didnt bother to do the revision template which my teacher gave (which so happened to be on the two major characters tested). Also, having two exams, i had to study for Social studies too. So when i got my results. i was quite shocked. I scored a 19.5 upon 25. The highest was 20 if i'm not wrong. and the teacher wrote there " Good Knowledge of Scout". How to get good knowledge of Scout when i didnt even study her in detail! oh by the way, before i started the paper, i actually wrote on top of the paper "PRAISE JESUS" which is still there now. Praise Jesus. All you need is to look to him.

Back to my point that when i worry less and trust more, i find myself scoring better marks. As for Social studies, One of the topic that i must say i studied the least. (also because i was studying for lit on the same day). I only studied from my textbook. Nothing out of context. And for common test, I scored full marks. Which to me is very impossible as it was a Structured essay Question. See the more you worry less and Let God do it the better the results would be. Praise Jesus.

As for whatever results that i didnt do as well in. haha I've never been very disappointed in them i know God can still use me. I know I'm not smart at all. and all i can do is to continue trusting DaddyGod. 1 cor 1:26-29 26 For you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called. 27 But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty;28 and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are, 29 that no flesh should glory in His presence.

I wanna take up photography. If i do have time. (:

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Matthew 6:25-34

25 “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? 28 “So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; 29 and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31 “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

Do not worry. so often we worry so much. even about the smallest things. Even just about tomorrow or assignments given to us. What we really need to learn. is to stop worrying and trust God. If you realise, the word "do not worry" appears quite a few times in these verses. and how many times does Jesus actually repeat himself so many times?

Birds, just look at the typical, common birds of singapore- they dont store food for the next meal (gather into barns), they dont even plant their own food or work for their food. Yet you dont see them dying of starvation. Infact i often see them pecking on the floor and i've got no idea what they're eating. Yet, We see them every where in Singapore. They are able to grow so well. Cause OUR HEAVENLY FATHER FEEDS THEM. Are we not of more value than those birds? We are God's beloved! he'll take care of us better than he takes care of those birds, dont you think so?

The Lilies of the field. They neither toil nor spin, yet they look better than Solomon in all his glory, in all his wealth. We all know that till date Solomon is the Richest man that ever lived. and yet he was not arrayed like the lillies. think about it. Solomon's clothing comes from outside. like made clothing. while the Lillies, their beauty is in them. they dont wear clothings they have inner beauty. and "if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you?"

God is already supplying. The only thing hindering your supply is your worrying.

31 “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

DaddyGod know what you need! and I know I am his righteousness. I know that everything i want shall be ADDED to me.

If you let God do everything for you it'll be Perfect!Isnt it like God wants to be your everything? He wants to be your beginning and your last, your Alpha and Omega, your Provider, Jehovah Jireh, your Healer, your everything? Now think about it. If God wants to be your everything. What exactly is there left for you to do? NOTHING. Just relax and enjoy his goodness and trust in him!

But since I am with God, and when i let go, God Holds me!

isnt it more safe for a mother to hold a child's hand when they are crossing the road, compared to the child holding the mother? What if the child let's when he or she gets distracted? If there's an accident, wont it be more save that the mother pulls the child away since the mother is stronger?

Praise Jesus. Hallelujah! :D

meet me by the moonlight on 8:03 PM